"Soooo, to say the least it was very interesting! My friend Cheryl, is a soul coach. She's certified in all this stuff & she does regressions, I believe I sent you all her website, so check it out! Let me know if any of you are interested.

I decided to do a regression, I'm very curious! You see, when I was little, too little to even know about the Old West, I'd have these recurring dreams that I was this saloon girl...ya know, dressed in the corsets & all...lying on top of a piano, singing to all the cowboys. I'm sure this has something to do with a past life & I was sort of hoping that maybe I could have this confirmed. But something a bit different happened.

 Cheryl had me very relaxed, she does the whole counting back thing & has you envision yourself in a relaxed environment, somewhere in nature. I envisioned myself by a campfire in the woods. As I felt myself slipping further into a deep meditative state (is how I'd explain it...) she asked me too look around & tell her what I saw. It took awhile, I kept saying it was so dark. Then, I saw a black bear. No sooner than I saw the bear she told me I may see an animal. I thought that was amazing, after the regression, she explained in detail what the bear represented. You have animal spirit guides & she had a whole book about this & your animal guide can say alot about you! Anyway, I suddenly got this feeling that my Grandmother was there. I didn't see her, but I felt it. I was crying, just as suddenly I felt at peace & her presence was gone. There wasn't too much happening with all the darkness around, so Cheryl directed me to envision myself at a beach. This is when things started happening. I'll try & make it short...basically I saw a tunnelly thing, I went to it. Cheryl asked if I could rise above & see myself. Or just look down, or feel around. I looked down & saw that I had a lovely green ballgown on. I felt that I had curly hair, long dark & curly. I couldn't see my face, tho. Towards the end of the tunnel, I felt terrible anxiety. I started to cry. When I emerged, I told Cheryl that I saw a beautiful marble floor. Suddenly, I was in a ballroom. There was a man, with his arm outstretched, as if to ask for a dance. I went to him & danced with him briefly, until I saw the staircase. It was very grand & I felt drawn to it. So I left my dance partner & went to the staircase. At the top, there were two doors. I opened the doors & saw the sky. I jumped. I didn't feel as if I was falling to my death, I didn't feel scared. After the leap, I found myself in a lounge, I wouldn't say a saloon. It didn't seem to be that far back. But there was a piano in the lounge, & a stage. I felt terribly alone, despair, incredibly sad. Again, I was crying. Keep in mind, through this whole thing Cheryl is guiding me, not suggestively...I saw what I saw. Cheryl says that this is where we will find out how she/I died. I looked to the right & saw all the alcohol. I knew that I died of alcohol poisoning. Cheryl told me to surround the sad girl in light & rise above her. As I rose above, I watched her twirl & dance in her pretty green gown. Then it was over. I awoke, simply exhausted. Cheryl & I discussed what occurred. We had a wonderful time & she was so patient (I feel like I was in the dark forever!) & I feel that she really enjoyed what she was doing. She explained so much to me & I didn't feel hurried as if I went to an Atlantic City palm reader (no offense, I know a good one...but they are very brief with you..) 

 I did come home & take a nap, Cheryl says alot of people do get emotional & sleepy. I want some input from all of you. Tell me what you think of all of this. Whether you believe or not, you can tell me if you think I'm crazy! LOL...Time for bed again...Love yins "